21 Haziran 2012 Perşembe


Once again i have to be tested about being patient enough for the upcoming half-assed, unsatisfactory prizes, that will have no longevity, no sense of accomplishment and will go up in the flames the first second that it starts giving some hope about the future. I don't think i'm supposed to be a writer or a musician or a director or an engineer, i'm just meant to be waiting every day, all the time and have the rug pulled from under my feet anytime i feel safe on the ground. They say god opens a window whenever he closes a door (or something like that), in my case he shuts the door, covers up the windows like a window in Bruges, fills the city with water and takes away my boat. Yeah i would like to think i'm like Bruges, had minimum damage from both world wars and just waiting over there until a spectacular film is done about it and afterwards, is discovered by many people who didn't give a shit about it for decades before.

17 Haziran 2012 Pazar

Notes on "I Spit On Your Grave"

Contains spoilers.

- It is a clean business. First half: rape, second half: revenge. No sense of anything going in an unexpected turn. Makes the watcher feel safe somehow.

- While the girl is being revenged, guys beg her to stop, they play the pity card, they curse and threaten her. They never show a shred of regret about what they did to her. That is very "rapist" and coherent. Good job about that.

- The poster wouldn't turn any rapists away from the theaters right? Do you think that is on purpose?

- The sheriff's daughter's name is Chastity. That was cool.

- Not a movie to remember. But doesn't make you look at your watch either.

2 Haziran 2012 Cumartesi


I've been trying to find a new use for this blog for a while now. You know, until it becomes a personal official artist website in the future. It just occured to me that i could be writing in English here. I mean i have a whole other website for writing about music, there is eksisozluk for films and maybe this place could be used for writing in English... About music and films. Ha!

Plus i know that i have to write in English to improve my writing in English. I get so stuck when im writing lyrics.

So thats what i consider. Let's see what'll happen.